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Name: Kriss
Birthday: 9/3/1984
Gender: Male
Interests: First Wave, Two Tone and Third Wave ska, punk rock and Spirit Filled hardcore. A few examples: Madness, The Skatalites, Less Then Jake, The Suicide Machines, early Squad Five-O, The Toasters, The Uptones, Not For The Crowd, The Bodysnatchers, The Beat, The Selecter, Big Dog Small Fence, No Doubt, Too Hot, Prince Buster, Bad Manners, Laurel Aitken, Operation Ivy, Dance Hall Crashers, The Ethiopians, Five Iron Frenzy, Save Ferris, Reel Big Fish, Bad Manners, Operation Ivy, The Specials, Social Distortion, 7 Seconds, One 21, Blaster The Rocketman, Unashamed, Minor Threat, Cartel, X, The Showdown, Mike Knott, Bob Dylan, The Replacements, and The Clash
Expertise: "I'm not saying that I have this all together, that I have it made. But I am well on my way, reaching out for Christ, who has so wondrously reached out for me. Friends, don't get me wrong: By no means do I count myself an expert in all of this, but I've got my eye on the goal, where God is beckoning us onward--to Jesus. I'm off and running, and I'm not turning back." -Philippians 3:12-14
Industry: Media
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  the kids today x
Member Since:
5/23/2005
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i need to be more forgiving. | | |
| This last week has been a mixture of awesomeness and hell. On one hand it's been great staying in Jersey being with Mellie...but I left for Jersey on the pretense that my iPod would sell on eBay and make my cut of rent. It unfortunately didn't and now we're being evicted. I've found jobs during my time in Lancaster but none of them have fared (the first being the shady recording studio that payed under the table and the second being a moving company that shut down after only four days)...as a result, rent has been a struggle.
In my two years of apartment renting up until this apartment (three previous leases), I was NEVER evicted and always had my rent ready to go. This time things flopped and it angers me that they were out of my control. Chris suggested that I get a temp job or something in fast food and looking back that would have been perfectly viable...however, with the promise of those other two jobs, I saw no sense because I figured those would work out. I'm only in Jersey because I start a new fulltime job (that's actually legit with an established company) next week...so I felt that inbetween that and the iPod selling, I'd have the security to leave and see the girl that I miss so badly.
It's been in planning for a few weeks now for me to move in with Rob, Victoria and Mellie when they get to Lancaster, but I guess now plans are speeding up. We're out on the 10th. I'm dissapointed in myself that this happened. I know it's not the end of the world by any means and that God provides, but I've got one guy threatening my life (whose in the past been quite violent anyway and has refused to take council from others) and the other feeling I've let him down. I suppose I have. I feel like a failure.
I want Reggie to come with Vic, Rob and Mellie and I and the option's open - so he won't be out on the streets. I just hope he takes it. I love that dude with all of my heart and see him as a brother. He's one of the only other people besides Mellie that I'd actually tell just about anything to. How many people can you say that about? 2 or 3 maybe?
I just want this all to work out. I'm taking initiative in my adult life and addressing and owning up to responsibility...but things beyond my control happen. Is this how people become homeless? My Lord... | | |
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Mudangels
by Crashdog
My need for this journal has passed. The reasons for my getting it have
been eradicated and I don't really have to fear speaking my mind on my
views anymore.
my traditional xanga is xanga.com/KrissStress
I'll use this from time to time I'm sure, but its use has for the most part run its course.
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Cornerstone is next week.
Mellie Ann Stress makes my heart beat faster and faster each time I think of her.
I love Jesus Christ.
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